Im soo freaking mendak to da max right now.. Cant sleep at all.. Maybe loadsa things stuck in my head.. should i ignore? should i remain silence? should i just go with the flow? hais.. WTH! im totally gundu right now..*WACK MARSHA's HEAD* Sometimes i wonder if i can invent a remote control that can control my mind so that i can press a STOP button to my brain.. Coz seriously.. my mind is damn freaking tired but it still insist to keep thinking.. stupid brain of mine! (boleh gitu marah ngan otak sendrik? haha boleh jer la..)



n yeah.. Since nothing to do, decided to upload all the Sydney's and recent pics ,as i had promised from da previous post, but unfortunately, i cant.. i dunnoe wats da prob lar kan.. is it bcos of the network, or my laptop, or the pics itself or maybe its because of the owner herself.. feeling VERY NGEKNGOK this few days(tk penting eh marsha.. no link! haha).. *dundun face* shrugged. The pics cant be uploaded ni.. IRRITATING BAGALAP SHITOS TOL AR.. There's some errors which me myself kinda sotong bout tis kinda stuff.. but nah.. nahmind.. will try next other time..



Okay.. what to popet ehk.. hm..okay.. its saturday morning.. its aweadi blabla A.M(my laptop's time is aweadi terbiat so i dunnoe wat time is it now).. My name is marsha.. My laptop is my unfriendly friend that i have right now.. I name my laptop Devil Lil Angle.. coz my laptop always pissed me off but due to its kindness right now, by accompanying me when no one wanna accompany me(kesiankan.. haha), so i've decided to change lil bit of mindset towards it by saying tat its actually have lil angle.. HAHAHA. mepekzzzz.hmhm... okay..marsha's talking craps.. duh! *yell out loud!!* IM DAMN BORED LAR!! i have no idea what to talk actually.. hm.. what i noe is just i wanna keep typing n typing n typing.. so negative thoughts will never struck into my head anymore n time will past very fast... Making myself sleepy typing all this noncense.. duh..



Okay lets stop it.. Lets talk bout something else.. urm.. okay.. Lets open a new topic.. hm.. okay its a question..what do u guys think of ur bf's bestfriend who confessed to u that he actually likes u n admire u since the day he talk with u.. a bestfriend who all this while has been covering up ur bf's ass.. always telling u that u shudnt listen to others more than to ur own bf.. asking u to have faith in ur own bf... assuring u that ur bf is loyal n sincere type of person.. he will never did things behind u.. but out of nowhere one day he came to u n confronted u.. telling u that all those thing that he has said about ur bf was all lies.. it was just for the sake of dont wanna quarrel with ur bf n dun want ur bf to feel that he's backstabbing ur bf.. n now he says that ur bf doesnt deserve u.. saying that ur bf is a stupid asshole.. saying that ur bf all this while was cheating on you n lying to u.. saying that all tis while ur bf was making fool of u n just wanna take advantage of what u have right now.. he tells u that ur bf said that sooner or later he gonna ditch u.. just waiting for the right time.. After a lots of "hardworking"... finally he ask n beg u to leave ur bf.. he said that he wanted to open a new chapter of life with u.. he promised u that he will brighten up every single days of urs.. will treat u better than ur bf had n lead u to a happy ever after life.. he then keep pestering u to give him a chance n forcing u out for a date.. n eventually the best part is that he asked u to promise him not to tell ur bf that he is contacting u n whatever he had confessed.. After hearing all this.. what might be ur reaction? how do u react towards it? confusion? angry? still have 100% trust on ur bf? no dobt at all with ur bf? keep it to urself? confront ur bf? or just go with the flow n be prepared for the worst?

--based on true story of NS men..

I kept my head up high,and then you came my way.
I have been hurt so many times.
My heart filled with so much pain.
but now that pain has faded away.
and im strong and brave again.
For I have found a place I want to be.
This place I see is with you, my dearie P.D.

I love you because you make me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile n laugh
I love the way you called me 'baybee'
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down.
I love the fact that when I'm around you
I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me,
because I know you love me for who I am.
No matter what my faults may be.

It is Love that gives me courage
to stand against my fears
to open up my heart to you,
to let you see my tears.
It is Love that gives me trust and hope
when little thing go wrong.
When distance stands between us,
it is Love that keeps me strong.
but why now everything seems wrong?

Love gives a great pleasure,
and those moments I do treasure,
it will never be the mainway to show I care,
but for u to know weneva u need me i'll always b there.

I'll be the clock gently ticking,
reminding you of the times,
however thinking without reacting,
taking u far away from the fine.

I often fail to show the depth of love to you.
I try to do the little things,to show you every day.
But one thing or another seems to get into the way.
I keep telling myself to be more open,
to have courage and be strong.
But some how fear takes over and then everything goes wrong.
I dream of perfect love for us,and hope that it will be.
And yet I end up giving you a less than perfect me.
I want to be much more for you,
be everything you need.
I hope and seek, beg and pray"Change me God! ", I plead.
You are the only one I want now.
I guess, my love, there's still so much that I have yet to learn.
I cannot give perfection,but this I promise I will do,
I will spend my life time learning how to give my love to you.

I hope i'll belong to you till the very end,
and you will forever stay as my lover and friend.
It has been so good like this from the start,
so my dearie P.D please, have a faith in me n trust me with your heart.

Damn shagged. Reached home about 8 plus in da morning.
Had fun last night with all them. n especially the Boify. Thanks D..
Haha. To think bout what had happened yesterday, every single ones' ngekngok character and bagalap attitude makes me smile... n to flash back the time when all of us were sleeping in da MRT, everyone was looking at us n we're making ourselves at home, i cant stop laughing... HAHAHA. n yar.. i REALLY DO had fun.. thank guys.. I love my laydees n the new friends loads loads.. (=


Here are some of the pictures to share.. anyway..sorry gurls.. some of them are blur.......