iwannaflyfree

Sadly we all know that nothing can last forever
The feelings that I got when I looked into your eyes was the best I ever felt ever
I looked at you contently
But u seems to stare right on through me and break my heart on the way
I cant believed that I was such a fool to believe u could like a girl like me
A girl that sees u imperfect person like everybody else perfectly
I just wish i could see u everyday or even just hear ur voice for only a min everyday
Instead of killing me everytime you treat me me like im NOTHING
We barely talk and ignore each other
But we both know it wasn’t supposed to end that way
The funny thing is fairytales always end perfectly
And most people can have a fairytale ending
But why pick on me??
I think love is just really like a ghost sey.. REALLY!!
Everyone talk bout it, but very few have actually seen
And I think im one of those rare people who has
Actually after all of the ups n downs
for u not loving me ( which I think) back
Is REALLY REALLY BEING SELFISH
I don’t care what people think of me
Or even if they bully me because I love u
cos thinking of YOU although u always hurt me
is enuf for me to make myself smile..
No one sees what I see in you
Cos they see u as one of not their type
But to me YOU are the almost perfect guy
Who is totally my type
n wen im with u
no1 else had exist EXCEPT YOU n ME..
BUT TODAY,
TODAY, 29.12.07,
Our supposingly 4 years 2 months monthlysary,
YOU had wiped out my dreams,
My Trust,
And undervalued MY LOVE.
My heart is numb
Being very foolish
wen u’re being boorish
not being harsh
just want YOU to realize
For everything YOUR SLAVE has done for you
the least you can do is to give her unconditional love
as she has given to you..
coz ,AGAIN,
YOU should know,
her love and sacrifice doesn't mean forever
when she had finally realised..
you don't worth her love,
she will leave u for the one whowell-deserved her love..
n I repeat tis phrase AGAIN..for all GUYS out there,
DON’T EVER LEAVE THE 1 YOU LOVE FOR THE 1 U LIKE
COZ 1 DAY, THE 1 U LIKE WILL LEAVE U FOR THE ONE THEY LOVE..

Dear Diary,

Something good happened today
He wrote some letters

It kinda hard to understand

I tot I'm part of his plans

But now I think I'm in his heart

I don't know where to start
So much I need to say
So sad but true

For me there's only him

Been crying since the day
The day he came back from Taiwan ..

I wonder could it be

When I was dreaming 'bout you dear

You were dreaming of me

Said that I meant a lot to u n im ur everything..

Did I lose my love to the da right one??

Im sure i do, you know I really really do..

I wanna talk to him

But whenever he is with his friends

He keeps trying to pretend

But I already see

The way he feels for me
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Im confused
Wonder when things will be wonderful like b4..

SIGH..

ANIWAE...To “ZOOianzz” thanks fer making me smile.
and yar to tat BACIN thanks fer teaching me shuffle.. haha
I guess my shuffle is still like taik! Haha.
But I will try harder..
Yes I will!! (=

N to da one hu think im referring tis to,
Don't say you love me

You don't even know me

If you really want me

Then STOP acting like tis
Here's how I play
There's where you stand

Here's what to prove

To get any further than where it's been
NOT by forcing

I'll make it clear
not gonna tell you twice

Take it slow
you keep pushing me
n I REALLY HATE IT!