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hm....
still at sch.. P.D having exam.. so yar.. waiting for him..
n im bored!! so feel like blogging as its been few days i didnt update my blog..
so yar.. here we go peppot again..

I just came back from Sydney.. Went there with my cuzie, Sally, n her fren...
Seriously, it was dope..
Love the scenary... especially the clouds n the sunset..
The weather is nice... -->according to my sally(thick skin lady!haha), but for me its damn cold to death!
n as per normal I shop like no one business!! haha. n yar..shocked me that i had spent 1k just on shopping.. n i dunnoe y..somehow i still feel its not enuf! *crazy marsha* *slap marsha's forehead* haha.
However the foodthere was damn freaking ex! just imagine one kebab would cost around 10 aus dollars n a VERY small bowl of tomyum will cost 15.95 aus dollars which is totally not worth it ar..CRAZY!! *BLOODSUCKER MOTHERFUCKER lar siak!* haha.
n the most exciting n happy moment for me was at the zoo!! WEEEEE....
It was the first time in my life ever im not scared to touch an animal... n seriously im so proud of it.. haha*jakon Marsha!* Seriously, i usually damn scared to even come near an animal except birds n ants lar.. of coz! haha. wohooo.. n i fell in love with the koala there.. REALLY! hehe. damn cute!! okay..i think no need for me to b longwinded.. basically I REALLY ENJOYED THE TRIP N I LOVE IT!! hehe. will upload the pics soon.. as ol the pics still with my cuzie...

The day after i reached spore, my Mok P.D brought me to SEOUL GARDEN again!! hehe. blame him for all my babats! haha. n he bought me a roller blade too! hehe. n till now im still ngekngok playing it. haha. n he kept making fun of my stupidness n slengerness. THANKS TO HIM LAR EHK! *bagalap boifey!*hehe. However i do appreciate all his effort n wat he had done for me. Anyway... to my dearie P.D, i dun expect anything more from u d..coz wat ure now is really enuf for me.. i just loved the way u treated n show ur love to me right now.. no need to worry bout anything aite.. lets just pray to God that nothing will come in between of us aite..

I feel very lethargic n ngekngok today.. hais.. My body aching like shits.. Oh God!! no!!! pls i dun wanna fall a sick again.. I cant effort to skip anymore.. So please give me the healthy n active lifestyle again..

I kept my head up high,and then you came my way.
I have been hurt so many times.
My heart filled with so much pain.
but now that pain has faded away.
and im strong and brave again.
For I have found a place I want to be.
This place I see is with you, my dearie P.D.

I love you because you make me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile n laugh
I love the way you called me 'baybee'
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down.
I love the fact that when I'm around you
I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me,
because I know you love me for who I am.
No matter what my faults may be.

It is Love that gives me courage
to stand against my fears
to open up my heart to you,
to let you see my tears.
It is Love that gives me trust and hope
when little thing go wrong.
When distance stands between us,
it is Love that keeps me strong.
but why now everything seems wrong?

Love gives a great pleasure,
and those moments I do treasure,
it will never be the mainway to show I care,
but for u to know weneva u need me i'll always b there.

I'll be the clock gently ticking,
reminding you of the times,
however thinking without reacting,
taking u far away from the fine.

I often fail to show the depth of love to you.
I try to do the little things,to show you every day.
But one thing or another seems to get into the way.
I keep telling myself to be more open,
to have courage and be strong.
But some how fear takes over and then everything goes wrong.
I dream of perfect love for us,and hope that it will be.
And yet I end up giving you a less than perfect me.
I want to be much more for you,
be everything you need.
I hope and seek, beg and pray"Change me God! ", I plead.
You are the only one I want now.
I guess, my love, there's still so much that I have yet to learn.
I cannot give perfection,but this I promise I will do,
I will spend my life time learning how to give my love to you.

I hope i'll belong to you till the very end,
and you will forever stay as my lover and friend.
It has been so good like this from the start,
so my dearie P.D please, have a faith in me n trust me with your heart.