I miss him.. haish.. everytime my home phone rang i was expecting it was from him.. but hais..
gosh.. its really hard den wat i thought n expected.. i still love him soo much.. my love havent fade even an inch.. There's no words can defined my love fer him.. but did he feel da same way? did he miss me wen im gone? will he still love me as much as i love him wen im gone?? so many question playing in my mind.. n im really doubt so he did.. I just cant imagined every single day of mine without him.. i miss him so much till i dun care if he screamed or even throw vulgarities on me.. by oni hearing his voice, i forget all my anger towards him.. haish.. why must it end tis way..nah.. Marsha shudnt have tis kinda feeling nimore rite.. Marsha have to let him go.. YOU have to let him go.. argh.. MARSHA HAVE TO BE STRONG... he love his frens more den he loves u.. he didnt need u nimore.. MARSHA HAS TO JUST ACCEPT THAT FACT!!
jaded,
MaRsHa..